1. 1 year ago 

   How to set off my social anxiety:

   1. Go to church in your bright yellow dress that you love but don’t wear often and don’t really have the perfect shoes for but you make do with what you have.
   2. Come to the point in the service where there’s a song and the pastor asks you to find a partner to do actions with in the song.  It involves facing them and singing about giving and receiving.
   3. Be the only person in the auditorium without someone with you.  When you look around for other unpartnered people everyone’s backs are to you because there are not unpartnered people.
   4. Face forward and feel humiliated and fight tears while everyone sings the song three times through.  Make it through singing the song maybe once but forsake singing in favor of fighting the physical manifestations of the anxiety.
   5. Bail on the service in the middle of the pastor giving some sort of speech on something that I can’t remember because I was shaking so hard.

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